Bao Ma was alone in the rental house late at night, and the Evergrande house could not be solved, so she could only secretly feel sad
In the rental room, my mother made ramen. Hi, everyone, I'm Tongtong's mother. Tonight I am alone at home again with my baby. It was almost 10 o'clock when the baby fell asleep and was finally free to do his own thing. It's been a long time since I combed my hair, so I comb it when I have time. I signed up for this year's primary accounting exam, plugged in my headphones and listened. Now I regret signing up, because I usually don't have time to study, let alone sit down and read books. The exam is coming soon, what should I do? The past few days have been very sad, and I can do nothing. Evergrande can't solve the problem of buying a house, and then the deposit of 20,000 yuan has been paid to Evergrande. I'm not a wealthy person. The 20,000 yuan is my own money. I started working hard before I got married, and I usually saved it by living frugally. I risked my life to have a home, but I didn't expect it to turn out like this. When I went to work during the day today, I was reminded that the day of the final down payment was approaching. I have already thought of a lot of ways, what else can I do. I told the salesperson that my husband and I were in the process of getting a divorce these days because of this. I was pregnant with my baby last year, and the days of giving birth were full of grievances and torment. I felt that 2020 was very difficult, and I felt that the next year would be better. Who would have thought that 21 years had just begun, and I couldn't stand it anymore... It's hard for people to survive. It's not easy, and it's not easy to live to old age. There are too many tossing and turning during this period. It's like a purgatory, one pass after another. In the past, I was very depressed because of unsatisfactory experiences. When things went wrong in my marriage, I was even more depressed. When I was pregnant with a baby, I always blamed myself for being too depressed and it would affect the baby. I don't know if this is depression, because the ability to be happy seems to be taken away. Depression makes me feel tired all the time, tired of my body, not caring about the outside world, and not understanding. So when I gathered up the courage to buy a house, I didn’t know the common sense that I needed to get a credit report before buying a house, and I didn’t know that when I wanted to buy a house by myself, what the bank wanted to check was the income of the husband and wife and the credit report. common sense. I'm a mom now, and I'm such a mom, a mom who always feels sorry. I always feel that I am struggling and struggling with the outside world, and I hope to live a calm life like everyone else, even if it is imitating. I need to eat something, drink some milk, be full, have enough milk for the baby at night...